Wednesday, December 23, 2009

3rd night in the hospital...
a bit worried that the graft might not hold...
going home tomorrow...

Monday, December 14, 2009

i planned for us to go to the mall today
i was going to let you pick whatever gift you want
i don't care about how much it would cost
i just want to make you happy on your birthday

i hope you're having a great time right now
you're probably in school celebrating your birthday with your classmates
i wish i could be there
where is "there"?
i don't even know what school you go to
i don't even know if you're still here


i miss you baby
i was hoping we could be together today
it was probably foolish of me to hope
i should have seen through the tactics
tomorrow, i will fight for you
i will fight for us to be together
i can't take anymore of this

i miss you
Happy Birthday NIQUI
Happy Birthday NIQUI
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday
Happy Birthday NIQUI!!!

I LOVE YOU BABY!

Sunday, November 22, 2009


hi baby...

do you want a PSP for your birthday?

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

happy birthday to me...
happy birthday to me...
happy birthday happy birthday...
happy birthday to me...

it's also my 180th day at work...
that means i'm a regular employee now...
next stop, 365th day...

Monday, October 26, 2009

i miss going to the movies with you...
you always enjoyed going to MOA to watch an IMAX film...

we used to spend whole afternoons just walking around the mall, going to the bookstore, and eating at your favorite restaurant...

do you still go to the mall to watch 3D films? or spend hours reading books at National Bookstore or Powerbooks? or eat cream of mushroom soup at Max's?

i hope you remember the things that we used to do... i will never forget them... these memories that I have of the two of us together... they will remain in my heart forever...
i'm wondering how you look now...
you're probably a little taller, and your hair is probably much longer than I last saw you...
i'm sure you're much prettier and smarter now...
probably at the top of your class, as always...
getting everyone's attention during school presentations...

i wish i could be part of each and every day of your life, but right now, I can't... and it's killing me...
it's been almost two years since my baby left...
i've seen her only twice since then...
i miss her so much...
i try not to think of her...
because every time I do, it just hurts so bad...




i love you baby...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Father's Day...


it's Father's Day...
i haven't seen niqui in a year...




i miss you baby...