I've thought about you every single one of those days...
I've missed you every single one of those days...
it's been years since I last saw you
today, I think I found a picture of you online
it's not clear enough for me to be 100% certain, but I think it's you...
this will probably be my last post using this blog
I plan to create another blog, one that you can easily find if ever you wanted to look for me online
in a month or two, I will officially be "single"...
I want you to know that this has nothing to do with you
mistakes were made, on both sides, but I don't want to talk about those right now
I do not know what you've been told
but I want you to be aware that I fought really hard for you...
to the point that I had no more strength nor resources to fight...
but I still tried to fight...
maybe it's just not meant for us to be together right now or even in the near future
but I know in my heart that we will see each other again, that we will again enjoy each other's company. it may be months, years, or even decades from now, but I know it will happen, I know that the time will come when you will look into my eyes and know, without me saying a word, that I love you, that I have always loved you and that I fought hard for you and never turned my back on you...
I case you find this blog, and when you are ready, send me a message, send me an email, reach out to me. if you need me, I will come, it doesn't matter when it is, nor where I am at that time, if you need me, i'll be there...
I love you baby...
I love you niqui...
never forget...
you are Noelle Dominique "Niqui" Valenzuela
you are your father's daughter
your dad...
Oliver "Oli" Valenzuela
oli.valenzuela@gmail.com
