Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Happy birthday Niqui!
Happy birthday Niqui!
Happy birthday!
Happy birthday!
Happy birthday Niqui!

I MISS YOU!!!

Monday, December 13, 2010

Tomorrow is Niqui's 9th birthday. I bought her a gift yesterday. I'll be sending it via courier and hopefully it arrives tomorrow.

I love you baby!
I just went through the roughest 7 month stretch in my life. I though I wouldn't make it through. But I'm still here. I'm not in the clear yet, not by a long shot.

I'm currently exploring a possible position in a small call center in Batangas City. Maybe this is it. It might be the ideal job for me. It offers a ton of possibilities and I am really excited about it.

I will do my best not to screw this up.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?
If tomorrow never comes

To the three people I love most in this world

Mama... the most understanding and loving mother on the face of the planet
Lani... who's always at my side despite all the pain I have caused her
Niqui... Whom I haven't seen in years. I miss you so much. Always remember, Daddy loves you more than anything in this world.


Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Monday, July 26, 2010

i need intervention... i need it now...
it's almost time...

i can feel it...

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
if my time on earth were through
She must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

i dreamt of you last night baby...
you were still 6 yo in my dream...
ano na kaya itsura mo ngayon?
matangkad ka kaya?
mataba?
whatever it may be, i'm sure you are super super cute...

i love you baby...

i miss you sooooooo much!!!

Sunday, June 20, 2010

it's Father's Day again...

i'm missing my baby...
ang hirap...
ang sakit...

i want to hug you but i can't...

sana iniisip mo ako ngayon...

i love you baby...

Friday, June 18, 2010

hi baby...

kamusta ka na?
kelan kayo tayo magkikita?

i promise, when we do, i will make sure you will be proud of me...

i love you niqui...

Saturday, May 22, 2010

missing you again baby...
ang laki mo na siguro ngayon...
we'll see each other soon...
sana you want to see me...

i miss you...